asked: "So I was reading through the messages on your blog, & i'm so sorry that the fanbase is being bitchy towards you. I accept that you don't like them as much because it's understandable - same thing happened to my love for 1D when i listened to ASW. I just hope you find what bands/fanbases make you happy and stick with that. Oh, and defintely don't delete those stories - they're incredible. i'm not done reading them yet haha. Sorry for the rant. c:"
it’s okay! haha thank you for this message (: and yeah I’ll definitely leave the stories up, thanks for reading them <3
One Day Part 11
All these asks have made me look through my Allstar archives and I realized I have part 11 to One Day written.
I wrote it about 2 months ago and if anyone still wants to read it, just message me a yes.
Anonymous asked: "sometimes the fanbase can be annoying, but don't let the fanbase stop you from loving the band (:"
I’m not, I guess I’m letting the fanbase halt me from finding my way back to the band
If anyone cares, I watched the new Allstar video yesterday.
I’m trying to find my own way back.
I get that but I would like to go through this process with like no pressure. I don’t want to feel that I need to be a fan again because of other people. I want to find my own way back to them, y’know?
Anonymous asked: "okay, you should've said that, and she was probably kidding. she said lol."
I know she was kidding but personally, myself, if I had say Matt Flyzik’s (All Time Low’s tour manager’s facebook) I wouldn’t even say that as a joke. I’m not saying she’s wrong or stupid or anything, I’m just saying what I belive
asked: "People are hating you. We're being really polite and crap. We're just trying to help you a bit. Once Cam really pissed me off and I was totally done with Allstar, and everyone actually backed me up on it. But a few people reminded me he's just an idiot boy. But it was really suckish seeing them on my dash and wanting to punch them in the face, I wanted to go back to wanting to hug them. It's confusing and sucks and we know how you feel so we don't want you to go through that too."
I am though and I’m working through it and finding my way back to the fan base. I actually watched a couple of their new videos yesterday but now I’m moving back to the Orlando subject because it’s being brought up. If someone would have messaged me saying, “Hey, how are you doing? Did you watch the new Allstar video?’ I would have responded more politely and maybe have come back to the fanbase after a couple of those.
Anonymous asked: "you are being rude. Saying people are bothering you and accusing that one girl of leaking private info, everyone has Steph's facebook, and you'd know that if you were still a fan. And the niall blog and all of that. You could just reply "Thank you and I'll think about it" or something instead of back lashing."
I’m going to put this in bullets so I make sure I hit all of your points:
- I shouldn’t have used bothered, rather used pressured.
- I didn’t accuse her of leaking private information, I meant that I think it would be rude to message her and complain about this issue.
- I am thinking about it, just also defending why I believe what I believe.
Anonymous asked: "I got ask limit, but that's totally not true. We just want you to be happy and be able to laugh at their vids and stuff. We don't hate you now. -weareteenageheartsforeveryoung"
I fell like everyones hating me for defending my opinion. I believe my opinion because I’m stupid enough and I’m sticking to it until I can get over it myself. I feel pressured to forget it just because everyone wants me to
asked: "And I wasn't "bothering" you. I was just trying to get you to maybe calm down a bit about it, so you'd actually have the freakin right to posses this URL and all, and actually like the band that you used to love so much. Sorry to be a "bother"."
it’s not really a bother it’s just that I feel like everyone hates me for not liking them anymore and that I’m the fanbase’s charity case and that you all won’t accept me unless I become a fan again.
Anonymous asked: "We're just trying to help you actually be able to like them again. And you're being really rude."
I honestly don’t see how I’m being rude. I’m just not accepting help because I personally want to get over this myself